Saturday, February 28, 2009

New Bedroom


So I am trying to keep a sense of humor.  This is a picture of my dad's chair - the one he's always sitting on in the living room.  Tonight it is my bed.  I'm fed up with how hard it is to get on and off my real bed.  We'll see how tonight goes.

We've been having delicious dinners from friends,  THANK YOU SO MUCH!  

Wish me luck.  Good night

A quick note hello to everyone.  Why not?  What else is there to do at 1:22AM?!
Took me forever to find a way to lie down.  Lots of pain tonight.  

I'm watching Spectacle on tv.  Have you seen it?  Elvis Costello interviews different musicians each week.  Great show! It's called Spectacle 
Click on the word Spectacle to see if my link worked.

Guess what?  All this rambling has made me feel better. Thanks for listening again.
Love you guys.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Is it hot in here?


Let's catch up for two days.  Yesterday my aunt Nancy arrived on the train from San Diego.  She and David went with me to two doctor appointments where we learned that the final pathology reports held no new newsl It is great to have my aunt here.  Today Elise came to visit and she brought her 5 month old baby girl Jensen. So sweet.  Later in the day I went to my appointment with Kim.  Honestly there are not enough words in my vocabulary to explain how much Kim helps me.  Those of you who have worked with her understand.

Tonight was our first "room service" night.  Vicki has taken this important job so if you want to bring us food please contact Vicki.  BTW it was delicious Vicki - thank you!

I am feeling better than when I last wrote here.  Mornings are my best time.  This was true even before I had breast cancer.  But now it's 10pm and I'm pooped.  Well, actually I am not literally pooped but that's another story.  :)

Good night.  Stay tuned for more exciting adventures!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Crap

Feel like shit tonight.  They took the drains out and everything hurts.
Just had to get that "off my chest" so to speak.

Luckily tomorrow is another day,  Thanks for listening.
xox

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I Want to Hold Your Hand


I searched for the best sister quote but none of them could be used to describe my sister.  Cathy was with me through it all.  She even spent every night on a cot in my hospital room.   She washed my face and fluffed the pillows.  She helped me get in and out of bed through tears of pain.  Cathy showed a tenderness I knew was there but had really never experienced so personally.  She held my hand all the way.

Cathy flew back to Oakland on Monday. It was so hard to say good bye.  But I thank Janet, Caleb, and Francesca for letting me "borrow" her for so long.

I truly have the best family.
xox Amy

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Shalom Cedars-Sinai Hospital!


Left the hospital today.  Felt good to get home yet challenging as well. I've been ordered to rest and I'm not so good at that even though I know it's important. Luckily tomorrow is another day. Miles and David were waiting for me in the driveway and came running up when we pulled the car in. I watched the Academy Awards but found it hard to pay attention. Had the most delicious vegetable lasagna that Rachel (Jessica's friend) made. Thanks, Rachel! There are other goodies here as well, including my big bed with wonderful, new sheets. Time to go to sleep, more soon.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

A Special Get Well Card


The photo above shows a wonderful card created by Mary, a friend from my Wednesday night meeting.  She made paper doll cut-outs, individually dressed them, and then asked each of the women at the meeting to write a note to me on a doll. What's really cool about it is they are self-standing and they form a circle as if they were holding hands, just as we do at the end of each meeting. Thanks Mary, it is very special.

Good news from today: lots of small but important progress.  Doesn't sound like a big deal until it is a big deal. For example, getting up from a chair by myself, walking to the toilet and using it, all unassisted. I have new glasses so I can see clearly and walk without the walker, although the geriatrics are still passing me in the left lane. Starting to eat more, getting bothered more--I must be getting better. I'm no longer on IV meds so my pole dancing practice has ended. You didn't know I was doing that, did you...it was my secret.

I'm sad to report that there was some tension between my sister and me. A seemingly nice and very professional woman who is the Patient Relations Coordinator came into the room, saw Cathy and me, and said to Cathy, "Oh, you must be the mom, you look so much alike."  WELL! We were both appalled! It wasn't clear who she was saying was "the mom." Cathy insisted it was me, and I insisted it was her. Luckily the tension has passed...we've got other things to think about.

I picked out a gown to wear to the Academy Awards tomorrow night; that would be my pink nightgown. Have a good Sunday. More posts soon!